POPING YOUR OWN CHERRY!?!?!?1?

im 14..i got really horny one night and fingered my self,i started bleedin everywere,and i didnt know why.i told my bff she asked her mom and her mom said i poped my own cherry.......i was sooo sad i cryed for the whole day...is it bad i did that?...does it turn guys off:(?